tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-109713932024-03-13T18:29:52.202-06:00Princess WarriorAdventures and musings from a girl who has transformed into a woman called by God to be a warrior and princess in this world.Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.comBlogger165125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-1470983396653905342013-10-29T19:58:00.000-06:002013-11-07T21:17:03.053-06:00Just breathe<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div>Breathing a mindless life giving activity. We breathe on demand. The oxygen goes in and the carbon dioxide goes out. We live and die by the air we breathe. Breath is necessary for communication. It is our breath passing by our vocal folds and teeth and lips that gives life and death. It seems like my air is full of death these days. My words can be unkind and angry and frustrated. It hurts my heart. <div><br></div><div>I live to die and die to live. It is only in dying that I can find life. Dying to caring about what others may think about me. Dying to gossip and slandering. How does one speak the truth in love? How does one promote life and not death? I need Air. I need You to be my air. I need to breathe in peace and breathe out peace. </div><div><br></div><div>Let my words be few...<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIoZM3nc3hT4aKSII8ivd5lGy5Z1vVFWYIdRwzs0YV25JELfYWl3zgCd3JbGSrsjD2JbKl2qQ6Y6K9gSF00pAakJ320ccZczUsJ-_3Fjs8FxeQG8tq8lzKJlW-MofUfhBkXw2ITw/s640/blogger-image--1077352554.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIoZM3nc3hT4aKSII8ivd5lGy5Z1vVFWYIdRwzs0YV25JELfYWl3zgCd3JbGSrsjD2JbKl2qQ6Y6K9gSF00pAakJ320ccZczUsJ-_3Fjs8FxeQG8tq8lzKJlW-MofUfhBkXw2ITw/s640/blogger-image--1077352554.jpg"></a></div><br></div><br></div></div>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-54771165689616561492013-10-29T19:57:00.001-06:002013-10-29T19:57:29.994-06:00A Dangerous Liason<br />
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A Dangerous Liason, a partnership of power = God + woman. A woman's heart is fierce. If threaten her family she will take you out. What is God calling out today? PRAY. Women gather together and pray. Pray for your men, your nations, yourselves. What are our distractions? Body image - I'm not good enough. Children- I'm not a good enough mother. Marriage - Why does my husband not live me the way I need to be loved? Why am I not married? Relationships - Why do I have no friends? PRAY!The enemy does not want us to meet together. He wants us to stay isolated and selfish and ashamed.<br />
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Encourage one another daily as long as it is called Today. Women aren't we so good at this. We love to talk it is what we do, if you don't just wait till He heals you that you will. I used to hate talking on the phone now I'll spend hours with friends, my sister and mother.<br />
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Women RISE UP it is our turn to fulfill our destiny. We do not have a heritage of weak women. Our sisters were strong. They were Esther who stood be for a king for her people. Ruth who risked rejection to begin birthing the nation of Israel. Rahab who rescued her family by protecting God's people as they spied out her land.<br />
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So I say women of Canada arise and pray for your day has come. The day of the King's return is coming. Rise up and take your place fulfill your role in this story.<br />
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YOU ARE NOT REJECTED,<br />
YOU ARE ACCEPTED.<br />
YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN,<br />
YOU ARE PURSUED.<br />
AND YOU ARE LOVELY!<br />
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Arise and pray, arise and pray,<br />
Arise and pray, arise and pray,<br />
Arise and pray, arise and pray,<br />
Arise and pray, arise and pray!<br />
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Hebrews 3:13, 10: 19-25Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-38602350902747699182012-11-18T13:07:00.001-06:002012-11-18T13:07:35.334-06:00Choose Life:)It's been a month to remember or forget depending on the day. My heart has been sorrowful these days. I miss my Grams, but yet I will praise him. Talking to a friend yesterday she reminded me that I don't have to let my feelings control me. I must say that there really can be joy and peace in the midst of sorrow. Thank you Jesus.Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-20828433093513508172012-11-16T21:15:00.001-06:002012-11-16T21:15:15.441-06:00Who died and made us God?Pompous paraffin headed pea brains. I think Jesus rose again because we'd all think we were God incarnate if he hadn't. How do we get over ourselves and stop treating one another like the plague when we disagree. Bah! I'm glad You're God almighty and not me. Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-41322747433157411412012-03-27T07:44:00.001-06:002012-11-16T21:10:02.670-06:00Growth, change and the likeSo life is full of growth and change. I don't mind it at all, but I appreciate structure and advanced notice. I have grown to appreciate the freedom that structure and boundaries bring. I am ... <br />
Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-54240053647033182342012-03-18T07:09:00.001-06:002012-03-18T07:09:42.226-06:00To run or not to run? Is that really the question?So I've decided to take up running, again. I'm hoping to ward off heart disease and varicose veins. I am going to pace myself so as not to over do it. I have a habit of jumping in with both feet and than tiring out or getting bored. <br />
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I just had my first workout or at least that what my app thinks. I like to test things out so I listened to my workout music and the couch to 5k lady telling me when to warm up/walk/run/cool down. Yep all from the comfort of my bed. I feel like this has been a first good step besides it started raining before I could get out of bed. <br />
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Now to get out of bed. I could go for a run and than have a stretch and go to church. Ready set ...Go!Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-92055050630059281082012-03-09T16:45:00.001-06:002012-03-09T16:45:13.731-06:00Lost<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjo7gFfxA5W4UfxmIIV-Uz7JglDkVz51JNUYrB9cZ9F2glCc4KdguJS0pJKb8IlubHQMhx2zsKQfHcxrPW3oipl9T35nimrZ63_xmYd90SZ2iCivLRNYLH0ifUvzfLSnAA0isSuJg/s640/blogger-image--729084456.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjo7gFfxA5W4UfxmIIV-Uz7JglDkVz51JNUYrB9cZ9F2glCc4KdguJS0pJKb8IlubHQMhx2zsKQfHcxrPW3oipl9T35nimrZ63_xmYd90SZ2iCivLRNYLH0ifUvzfLSnAA0isSuJg/s640/blogger-image--729084456.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK-fbOwm-5hJIIP1CaMxL-iwSfwl-HOLhhbt-x4wye-wpBzaAF_fON2fl88CTsa0blKowRcW18SqQDUZEVPoOWNycRawG8_1dvH7aoYEYlgYDSFI7Qo0SAqFVDbgdZQSmdz3UYQA/s640/blogger-image-419393786.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK-fbOwm-5hJIIP1CaMxL-iwSfwl-HOLhhbt-x4wye-wpBzaAF_fON2fl88CTsa0blKowRcW18SqQDUZEVPoOWNycRawG8_1dvH7aoYEYlgYDSFI7Qo0SAqFVDbgdZQSmdz3UYQA/s640/blogger-image-419393786.jpg" /></a></div>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-58515921713403441532012-03-08T23:09:00.001-06:002012-03-08T23:09:02.463-06:00AdjustingLarge adjustments, small adjustments and fine adjustments. I have been making large adjustments in my life not by choice. Adjustments are hard and it seems like they all come at the same time. I need to make some of my own adjustments but I'm scared. There I said it. I am afraid of what lies ahead. I'm afraid that the change won't work and I'll be stuck in this crazy cycle. I can't do this anymore. I need out. <br />
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I feel for people who can't figure out how to change their lives and when they try different things and are met with failure. It would be so frustrating to think you know what the problem is and than not be able to either change it or get the anticipated result. <br />
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It's humbling/humiliating to admit when you can't do something, especially when it seems as though everyone else is able to do it. Oh well that's life do what you can. Don't give up. Rejoice when you succeed. Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-14255160954181989892012-02-22T15:53:00.006-06:002012-02-22T16:08:38.512-06:00The Oxymoronic Life...that's me:)Dissatisfied satisfaction...discontent contentment...pursuit in waiting...constantly moving while in stillness.<br /><br />I walk/run after You.<br />I'm still in training<br />If I go to hard at first disappointment will ensue.<br />I wait hard after You,<br />Knowing that in the stillness I find you.<br />I cry out with my ears,<br />Hoping to hear your voice.<br /><br />I will pursue you in my waiting,<br />I will listen in my watching.<br />I will satisfy my soul in you,<br />But remain dissatisfied so that I pursue.Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-20768513624410460512012-02-12T05:41:00.001-06:002012-02-13T14:11:51.929-06:00Oh boy oh boy oh boyI think I should lent from Facebook but I've just made some fantastic new friends who are unattached and not very ugly:) Facebook is also very useful to find out if people that you know may have parents who may or may not be your counsellor. Never mind when you realize one day that all your friends use your same counsellor. I think it would be a super easy session I could just show up and say you know all my friend that's how my week has been. <br />
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I love my counsellor. I think everyone should go to counseling. To have someone tie it all together for you and bring clarification. So good. The best part is that my first round with her she asked if I felt like I needed to come anymore and I said no. So we parted and than I only came back when I was traumatized at work so wonderful. <br />
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That's all I got on my brain. Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-2844346258787176152012-01-31T15:55:00.001-06:002012-01-31T16:02:23.635-06:00SimplicityFunny title for post that's being written on a train with an iPhone. The train is simple. Rules - don't miss the train. Walk around whenever you want. Go to the canteen whenever you want. If the train is pulling into the station feel free to stand up and walk around,go to the bathroom, talk on your cell phone. Now if I was flying, not so much. True I would already be there but with a lot more rules. <br />
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This is what I require of you, this is what is good do justice, love kindness, and walk humbly with Me. <br />
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I think it sounds a lot like riding the train. He knows we get bogged down by rules which is why when He came to earth He simplified it even further to one word. LOVE! Love Me and love others. Now why is it so hard?<br />
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I have met very interesting and amazing people this year. I was also reacquainted with me and my love for adventure. Sometimes I forget how fun I am, mostly due to media influences. So for Christmas I am going for a long beautiful walk. I believe I shall do this the 23&24 as well. <br />
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I love myself and am excited to see what the next few days will hold. <div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVdVeWdJP8GOjQRSwqBeS-3u-zWzJZlZSxkCSkCWPPU8GeOwP7attFblXPkGY5G20_Ugl1yd7FmHkIyIiO1CTvR_vhXA3PlWRzpbxObPBavRoH8xiHqBw-Pcr4CGpkM6sxiYmnRg/s640/blogger-image--549555024.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVdVeWdJP8GOjQRSwqBeS-3u-zWzJZlZSxkCSkCWPPU8GeOwP7attFblXPkGY5G20_Ugl1yd7FmHkIyIiO1CTvR_vhXA3PlWRzpbxObPBavRoH8xiHqBw-Pcr4CGpkM6sxiYmnRg/s640/blogger-image--549555024.jpg" /></a></div>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-28948236608131508892011-11-09T19:22:00.001-06:002011-11-09T19:22:22.825-06:00VancouverLiquid sunshine is pouring down outside the window. A Buddhist monk just walked by. I'm sitting snug and warm sipping fair trade organic coffee. Mmmmm <div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2bNdx3v5Yv0Yg-jfeSrD6efO4QDXYLFlZDDgmU-ot6tySTjjpSRaC0muhkCspMK4kfJOVsLYpJkjqt-GnAfi51v4gOuhrvfKlYgZ-j7O_MItjv5dpi31znshF1PPXuyl75lCP2w/s640/blogger-image-454207232.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2bNdx3v5Yv0Yg-jfeSrD6efO4QDXYLFlZDDgmU-ot6tySTjjpSRaC0muhkCspMK4kfJOVsLYpJkjqt-GnAfi51v4gOuhrvfKlYgZ-j7O_MItjv5dpi31znshF1PPXuyl75lCP2w/s640/blogger-image-454207232.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1OLzt0NHr52aYPZubnZ0wpQXyNQ-6UVjfpHTjf26tYdPk0yPaUb2qAPCjNoMQ6gKueVZ37kUykEeo3b2vKqwPLC2yMG1mbLSACNQIvB9zVmsk5ysayFW5Ra2OX6Iw5R4fkDB3Pg/s640/blogger-image-1827076343.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1OLzt0NHr52aYPZubnZ0wpQXyNQ-6UVjfpHTjf26tYdPk0yPaUb2qAPCjNoMQ6gKueVZ37kUykEeo3b2vKqwPLC2yMG1mbLSACNQIvB9zVmsk5ysayFW5Ra2OX6Iw5R4fkDB3Pg/s640/blogger-image-1827076343.jpg" /></a></div>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-60609601785468468272011-06-25T15:05:00.002-06:002011-06-25T15:14:07.822-06:00Beauty and Hard workI have come to the conclusion that being beautiful is hard work. It takes effort to maintain. For instance my beautiful room requires maintenance or is turns into on obstacle course. Physical beauty sometimes hard sometimes easy. Mostly for me to receive a compliment all I need to do is have a shower, wash y hair and let it dry down. That's the somewhat easy part. The hard part is walking in confidence and not arrogance or fear a beauty tags along. I know you are probably thinking to yourself "I wish I had that problem."<br /><br />So here's the deal, with beauty comes attention. Sometimes wanted and a often unwanted. What does a woman do. Wear a long skirt? Did that! Well wear a shirt that doesn't show cleavage. Uhh, did that too! So than the quest is to trust my Protector and to learn how to politely shut down unwanted advances yet be the love and light of Christ. See hard work.<br /><br />That's all for to day:)Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-68946397926094097362011-05-19T18:04:00.004-06:002011-05-19T18:29:11.117-06:00Checking out of Life!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3EK4O1cm8GwCCBBtk1kIw0WeSSR9bKMc_nEV5oaXBDH4sN4FXJlJRTkTtleLOe_RTUGHDUPBUAH1h0A4EvbyT9A0QK9XWkTJ2lxSyKRNbjIVmkAWyGlM-f527dMnC4nye0ikUBA/s1600/SA401419.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3EK4O1cm8GwCCBBtk1kIw0WeSSR9bKMc_nEV5oaXBDH4sN4FXJlJRTkTtleLOe_RTUGHDUPBUAH1h0A4EvbyT9A0QK9XWkTJ2lxSyKRNbjIVmkAWyGlM-f527dMnC4nye0ikUBA/s320/SA401419.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608587938159890978" border="0" /></a><br /><br />"I'm taking a break from life." That's what i told my friend today. I said' "Life is too hard. Everybody I talk to is having a crisis." I had a crisis on Sunday. I came home from church sat on my couch and wept. I had just had a beautiful waffle breakfast and all I could do was weep. I thought I was going mental. NO, seriously! I had strong thoughts about checking myself into the psych ward. I thought, maybe I need a nap, so I napped. Nope. Then I thought, I probably need exercise, so I went for a walk, nope, still weeping. Maybe I should eat?! Nope not helping. So then i went to church. I had to, I didn't want to, but I had made a commitment and I couldn't back out.<br /><br />I saw and friend and told her what was going on, she said I had entered the 4th level. What is that? Maybe i get to be a jedi warrior after I stop crying. Nope I get to be an interceding princess warrior!! How awesome is that. Okay so the 4th level comes after surface, physical, mental/emotional. It's the part where you find deep communion with Holy Spirit!! I watched a video from Steve Wilkerson and he was talking about anguish. He was asking where the anguish was and how anguish preceded great healing and triumph.<br /><br />I am signing back up. Bring on the crap. I will weep and I will walk and we will triumph. Who am I joking I tried signing up for normal life. It was really boring and victories were lame because the valleys were more like slight depressions in the plateau of life. There were no mountains or rolling hills, just flat steady nothingness.<br /><br />Hello life! Iiiii'm baaaaack. :)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmI0KqOCQw6YNsIZCcWuT5GWaGOLDdNNENIdf7JL99tZGXSICLZcnyNwnpeD3_GScr61RPXr8_qGddSMaWHwf_4cVM92jG5lw6-A0gKzRNy904s6TOfx09ym_s2HszTXS47UbHrA/s1600/SA401420.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmI0KqOCQw6YNsIZCcWuT5GWaGOLDdNNENIdf7JL99tZGXSICLZcnyNwnpeD3_GScr61RPXr8_qGddSMaWHwf_4cVM92jG5lw6-A0gKzRNy904s6TOfx09ym_s2HszTXS47UbHrA/s320/SA401420.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608588505103964866" border="0" /></a>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-88842397275211992342011-04-22T22:03:00.003-06:002011-04-22T22:14:58.219-06:00The One<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjEKZ5TPPJnxQ7cMC_wGK7M7qZHFqdWBFodDzUXdPPx3CyR7UjCxcBm9uVKxbNG0OpQGP5beTzNUoQn8eYtmEkmNj98OyMZzImp5MhytVvDV8JvuknXIWD7aVMJzxgv3on1gr8Ww/s1600/ring-wedding18.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 281px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjEKZ5TPPJnxQ7cMC_wGK7M7qZHFqdWBFodDzUXdPPx3CyR7UjCxcBm9uVKxbNG0OpQGP5beTzNUoQn8eYtmEkmNj98OyMZzImp5MhytVvDV8JvuknXIWD7aVMJzxgv3on1gr8Ww/s320/ring-wedding18.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5598627660461864514" border="0" /></a><br />I am a big fan of "the One". My prince charming, my night in shiny armour, the man who will sweep me off my feet. Although i would just love if he sweeps, cause I don't:) I vacuum;)<br /><br />In my years of seeing people get married and people get divorced I have made this conclusion. "The One" is the one you say I do too! Someone once said we become God's first choice when we say yes to Him. I think it is the same in marriage. I would however like to say that there are people who should not marry each other because of abusive patterns and completely opposite moral values and beliefs, but I think now I could marry almost anyone.<br /><br />I have a friend who we we first met, I was certain God was going to have to kill him, because if He didn't than I would. Now however we are the best of friends, we see each others hearts and love one another as family. Is he perfect no, but than neither am I. I think this is what I am am seeing more and more is that I am a work in progress and if someone finds me or I find them and they are ok with that than I am okay with them:) Marriage and love is a choice. A choice to put our hearts out and to have them hit out of our hand and bruised and crushed, but to continue to trust in the One that truly holds my heart. I love Him and trust Him. He makes the walk easier and very beautiful.<br /><br />I think I am getting smarter and more reasonable the older I get:)Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-42901769886831692892011-03-11T09:18:00.003-06:002011-03-11T09:46:38.708-06:00Motherhood<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtcIfqfh-BJxrKArir_cRLXJ9pgc0XHeUJf66wBW_G9FWd_9D2ffG_X8OhuznI76KQXgAg7_kMvSlwr7vcoYlyTez6sQ9pcC56Ugin-wV2YeBq4byRaU5r0GWB0f7TBz0_4msHgg/s1600/July+2010+030.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtcIfqfh-BJxrKArir_cRLXJ9pgc0XHeUJf66wBW_G9FWd_9D2ffG_X8OhuznI76KQXgAg7_kMvSlwr7vcoYlyTez6sQ9pcC56Ugin-wV2YeBq4byRaU5r0GWB0f7TBz0_4msHgg/s320/July+2010+030.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582848970459457506" border="0" /></a>The picture speaks for itself!(p.s. That's my nephew and my cousin-in-law.)<br /><br />"I thought you just had a baby." "Did you have a boy or a girl?" "Uh, neither!" That's right folks in my lifetime, I have eloped in Las Vegas, had an afterwedding in Saskatoon(which my parents were informed they had attended). I am a social smoker and I have just recently had a baby but we're not sure if I had a boy or a girl, maybe had twins. I think it is interesting how no one knows who I married, but is certain I did and that I had a child, but no sex(literal and gender!!) LOL I crack myself up.<br /><br />Ok but in all seriousness motherhood is not for the weary of heart. I often think of this verse.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Isa 54:1 NIV - "Sing, O barren woman, you who never bore a child; burst into song, shout for joy, you who were never in labor; because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who has a husband," says the Lord.</span><br /><br />I feel like I have a lot of children lately. I am watching them grow up in the LORD, but alas the only thing I am able to do is pray and encourage them to choose the Lord's way. I just want to shake them and say "Can't you see the path of destruction you are in?" But amidst all of this I see hope. I see people choosing the Lord and desiring to choose Him even if they can't quite cut those bonds yet. Mike was right when he said, "Demons are expensive to get, expensive to maintain and expensive to get rid of." The expense of getting rid of them is sooooo worth it.<br /><br />So if you are reading this blog and are thinking she's talking about me, you're right I am, sort of. I just know that my prayer is for you to be free. I recommend this <a href="http://mediasuite.multicastmedia.com/player.php?v=a2878d3j">link</a> if you want to know who you are and how God see you. He doesn't even reference Psalm 139!Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-73559198659609572172011-03-05T21:52:00.001-06:002011-03-05T21:56:16.643-06:002 Timothy 1:7 expanded/ expounded<span style="font-weight: bold;">For the Lord has not given us a spirit of fear (</span>timidity, fearfulness, and cowardice) <span style="font-weight: bold;">but he has given us a spirit of power </span><br />(1) strength power, ability<br />a) inherent power, power residing in a thing by virtue of its nature, or which a person or thing exerts and puts forth<br />b) power for performing miracles<br />c) moral power and excellence of soul<br />d) the power and influence which belong to riches and wealth<br />e) power and resources arising from numbers<br />f) power consisting in or resting upon armies, forces, hosts<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">of Love</span> (affection, good will, love, benevolence, brotherly love)<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and a sound mind</span> (an admonishing or calling to soundness of mind, to moderation and self-control)<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">WOW who knew that it actually meant that! Love it.</span>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-62818465214240689202011-02-14T16:35:00.002-06:002011-02-14T16:40:09.146-06:00I said Yes! The countdown is on!I said yes and now I am super excited. I have to pull out all my organizational skills and powers of persuasion or rather prayer. I am anticipating people coming together to pray, but if it ends up just being me I will still enjoy it.<br /><br />I am also teaching a class at my church on emotional and sexual integrity. I get to teach with a very dear friend so it will be a blast. Thanks for reading time to go prepare!!Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-55350112348981076472011-01-29T20:59:00.000-06:002011-01-29T20:59:59.193-06:00Misty Edwards - I Knew What I Was Getting Into<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RWa_YYOF3fs?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" width="425"></iframe>Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-83581082967777555772011-01-29T20:48:00.002-06:002011-01-29T21:00:22.337-06:00Life and LossLife<br /><br />We live<br />We die<br />We live eternally<br />We die eternally<br /><br />My friend's brother just died.<br />I feel a bit numb.<br />My eyes start to well with tears but I stop them or they stop themselves.<br />I want to scream, "WAKE UP, you have life live it!"<br />I have no voice to talk only eyes that betray my heart.<br />Where am I?<br />What am I doing?<br />Where do I turn?<br />I turn to You.<br />Where else would I turn?<br />Drinking, no, drugs, not likely, men, meh.<br />I turn to you.<br />I look to You.<br />You are the One who gives life.<br />You are the One who knows my life.<br />You love me, You see me.<br />You love me. You know me.<br />My Love where have you gone?<br />Let me find you.<br />Come to me lest I faint here and die without your touch.<br />I will look for you, look for me.<br /><br />I am My Beloved's and He is mine:)Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-21113369123681184292011-01-27T23:20:00.002-06:002011-01-27T23:30:03.493-06:00Narcoleptic NappingThe title is how I felt today. I was so looking forward to spending time with one of my best friends, but I was just so tired. When I say tired I don't mean yawn, okay now I'm good. I mean full on if I don't put my head down right now it will put it down for me. If you have never ha this experience it is a grand one. Trying to wake up from those naps are brutal, you'll have dream you are trying to wake up and be half trying to wake up. Needless to say I went to bed at 8:30 this evening and Now I am awake after my 2 hour nap. No worries though I think I see a gravol in my near future.<br /><br />I am in a place now where I require time and space to spend time with God. I am happy about this change and I think it will serve me well or rather do me good. It is time to not be lazy but to pursue His face and heart.<br /><br />Sidenote: I have decided that I like cats in other peoples houses, so if anyone knows anyone who may want a cat that has been fixed and shot(if you will) I may know of one being given away. It's not my cat so I can't give it away.<br /><br />Off to bed again so that I can get up early to spend time with my friend.Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-42284020791761393062011-01-18T18:14:00.001-06:002011-01-18T18:15:47.618-06:00Discerning/DecidingIf someone asks you to do something and you have a huge Yes in your spirit, how long does one wait to see if the initial adrenaline rush wears off? Or does one simply say yes and believe that His will is being done? hmmmmmmPrincess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10971393.post-56471143634800610412011-01-18T14:55:00.002-06:002011-01-18T14:56:06.261-06:00Archives of wonderfulness<h2 class="date-header"><span>Tuesday, November 20, 2007</span></h2> <a name="4702107362694839067"></a> <h3 class="post-title entry-title"> <a href="http://princesswarrior.blogspot.com/2007/11/saying-no-to-bitternes.html">Saying no to bitternes</a> </h3> <div class="post-header"> </div> I have decided that I would like to live a life of forgiveness and love. I hope that I always love married people and people with children. i have seen too many people lose out on life and blessings because they pine for marriage or children. I love my life of singleness. Being able to live fully abandoned to my King, wow! Yep, just wanted to let you all no that I will not be a bitter woman. Thank you.<br /><br />Today- Still walking this talk!Princess Warriorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09018008529691074043noreply@blogger.com2