Misty Edwards - I Knew What I Was Getting Into

Life and Loss

Life

We live
We die
We live eternally
We die eternally

My friend's brother just died.
I feel a bit numb.
My eyes start to well with tears but I stop them or they stop themselves.
I want to scream, "WAKE UP, you have life live it!"
I have no voice to talk only eyes that betray my heart.
Where am I?
What am I doing?
Where do I turn?
I turn to You.
Where else would I turn?
Drinking, no, drugs, not likely, men, meh.
I turn to you.
I look to You.
You are the One who gives life.
You are the One who knows my life.
You love me, You see me.
You love me. You know me.
My Love where have you gone?
Let me find you.
Come to me lest I faint here and die without your touch.
I will look for you, look for me.

I am My Beloved's and He is mine:)

Narcoleptic Napping

The title is how I felt today. I was so looking forward to spending time with one of my best friends, but I was just so tired. When I say tired I don't mean yawn, okay now I'm good. I mean full on if I don't put my head down right now it will put it down for me. If you have never ha this experience it is a grand one. Trying to wake up from those naps are brutal, you'll have dream you are trying to wake up and be half trying to wake up. Needless to say I went to bed at 8:30 this evening and Now I am awake after my 2 hour nap. No worries though I think I see a gravol in my near future.

I am in a place now where I require time and space to spend time with God. I am happy about this change and I think it will serve me well or rather do me good. It is time to not be lazy but to pursue His face and heart.

Sidenote: I have decided that I like cats in other peoples houses, so if anyone knows anyone who may want a cat that has been fixed and shot(if you will) I may know of one being given away. It's not my cat so I can't give it away.

Off to bed again so that I can get up early to spend time with my friend.

Discerning/Deciding

If someone asks you to do something and you have a huge Yes in your spirit, how long does one wait to see if the initial adrenaline rush wears off? Or does one simply say yes and believe that His will is being done? hmmmmmm

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Saying no to bitternes

I have decided that I would like to live a life of forgiveness and love. I hope that I always love married people and people with children. i have seen too many people lose out on life and blessings because they pine for marriage or children. I love my life of singleness. Being able to live fully abandoned to my King, wow! Yep, just wanted to let you all no that I will not be a bitter woman. Thank you.

Today- Still walking this talk!

Old message from a dear friend. Posted in 2005!

Everytime I come here and see the title to your post I always get this in my head, I think it might be for you! :)

If you’re all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I’m still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it ain’t no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try

Take a chance on me
(take a chance take a chance take a take a chance chance)

If you change your mind
I'm the first in line
Honey I'm still free
take a chance on me

-Love, your heavenly Father (and Abba)