Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Booyah, baby!!!

I have a full time job and am officially a Grad Nurse!!!! Bring on the learning curve!

Saturday, December 06, 2008

For the Singles out there

Apparently I have shocked all of my readers in to oblivion by posting 3 blogs in one month.

I have come to a very weird point of surrender in my journey of following God. 10 years ago this past spring God asked me if I was will to be single for the rest of my life. I said yes if that is what you want. I struggled and triumphed and struggled as I walk with God down this wondrous path. I cried out to hm to let me marry or let me die or at least let that desire of marriage die. Either one worked but something had to die. Sometimes he would let me be in relationship whether it be dating or crushes so that I would loathe the counterfeit of His true love.

I have thought of to many men surely he must be the one. I would remind God that I was getting, uh how shall we put this... OLD! or at least compared to his mother who was twelve maybe fourteen. Yes I said I would do whatever. I have tried to like what they like, do what they do and be what they are. You know what I hated it and I would hate them for "making" me be that way, but it wasn't their fault I didn't know who I was. I am now surrendering to who God has made me to be.

I will tell you one thing I like to do. Come close so I can whisper it to you. I love to worship. If I could worship everyday all day for the rest of eternity I would do it. I love acknowledging that God is God no matter what my circumstances appear to be like He knows what is going on.
This week I have come to a place of surrender in my life concerning marriage. I have told God that if I must I will get married. Weird huh?! It is the truth. I told God that if it would serve his purposes more fully and that more people would come to know him through my getting married I would.

I really love being single and doing as I feel the Lord leads. I love that he is my Lover. (no cheesy chistianese intended) I grieve the thought of having to place my trust in a man who I know will let me down because he is like me, human. On the other hand to walk with a man who loves, trusts and hears the Father's voice bring it on.

He wants our heart - Roxane Bell. This is why he asks for things we want and hold onto. Not to be mean but he wants the WHOLE package, not just the box or the inside he wants ALL of it. Insert peace-filled smile here.

Blessing friends.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Crazy MP3 quiz

My music has the Bible on CD so this is interensting. I cheated once because it said intro to Luke so you can drop them all one if you want, when you get to that part.

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, MP3 Player, ETC on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.


How would you describe yourself?
Blessed Be Your Name. I like it, I want to bless His name allll the time.

What do you like in a guy/girl ?
Timothy 3 - definitely

How do you feel today?
Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing - Bring it on

Our life's purpose ?
Luke 16 - read it very interesting

What is your motto?
2 Peter 3

What do your friends think about you ?
Mark 7

What do you think of your parents ?
Nongani - it's an African song

What is 2 + 2 ?
Unaware - Mercy Me

What do you think of your best friends?
King of Glory - totally I know my friends love and worship the living God

What do you think of the person you like ?
Opening Prayer - Laura Woodley - mmhmm definitely a prayer

What is your life story?
1st corinthians 14 - I want it.

What do you want to be when you grow up ?
When It's all said and done - Robin Mark
I want to do my best to live for truth and Christ.

What do you think when you see the person you like ?
A Sorrow for Connossieurs - perhaps

What will they play at your funeral ?
Intro to Luke
Acts 16 - maybe not

What is your hobby/interest ?
2nd corinthians 13 - being the bride and pursuing righteousness

What is your biggest fear ?
2nd Cor 9

What is your biggest secret ?
Free Man - I am a free woman but hopefully it is not a secret

What do you think of your friends ?
God's Mission Mandate - teaching series about going into all the world. I hope my friends think of me as a goer. whoops, ya my friends are goers:)

What song best describes you ?
2nd John - to the chosen Lady and her children. I want that.

What song best describes your crush ?
We are soldiers Steven Curtis Chapman - totally

What did you think of this quiz?
Thank You - Heather clark Band - sure why not